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Reduced To Now

Janet Kuypers
3/26/15
adapted from 2006’s “This Is What It’s Reduced To Now

I make phone calls
because now that my mother is dying
and so far away
this is what it’s reduced to now

I call
and dad answers

because mom can’t talk
and now she has to take pills, you see
pills to keep her functioning
as long as she can
before the cancer in her blood does her in

and the potassium pills are so large
that they upset her stomach to swallow them

a pill apparently went down sideways,
injured her throat
so she has been unable to eat for over a week

now they gave her a liquid
to slosh around in her mouth
to make her numb
so she can take her medication

not eat, but take her medication

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and this is what it’s reduced to now,
hearing bit by bit of her deterioration

not that it matters to her,
but just so you know
it’s killing me too


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video video See YouTube video of the poem reading by Janet Kuypers of Reduced To Now (an edit of her 2006 poem This Is What It’s Reduced To Now, w/ John playing guitar) in her 3/28/15 show “Journey” at Sisters on a Journey in Hyde Park in Chicago (Canon fs200)
video video See YouTube video of the poem reading by Janet Kuypers of Reduced To Now (an edit of her 2006 poem This Is What It’s Reduced To Now, w/ John playing guitar) in her 3/28/15 show “Journey” at Sisters on a Journey in Hyde Park in Chicago (Canon Power Shot)
video video See YouTube video of the 3/28/15 Janet Kuypers show “Journey” (w/ John playing guitar) at Sisters on a Journey in Hyde Park in Chicago (filmed with a Canon fs200), of 14 poem readings about her mother, WITH THIS PIECE
video video See YouTube video of the 3/28/15 Janet Kuypers show “Journey” (w/ John playing guitar) at Sisters on a Journey in Hyde Park in Chicago (filmed with a Canon Power Shot), of 14 poem reading about her mother, INCLUDING THIS PIECE
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