[the Writing of Kuypers]
i’ve never had regrets
if all you were going to do
i keep thinking of all the
at least he had a big dick
and you didn’t even know how
months, how could you ever
dysfunctional at least he
on this stupid roller-
less than my ex, so that you
a little too big for the garbage
that i was looking for something
you have a really small cock, and
i’ve never had regrets
if all you were going to do
i keep thinking of all the
and you didn’t even know how
and although my past
dysfunctional at least he
so that i could go
than my ex, so that you
a little too big
oh, and i just keep thinking
that i was looking
without me, you’s stuck with
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use what you had
1997
but i keep wondering
why i gave up what i had
for you, to be with you
was fuck me over
and then put me out on
the line to dry
hell i went through
with the last guy, but at
least he wanted me,
and could get me off
(i’ve wanted to tell you
you had a small cock,
to use what you had, but then
again, you’ve never been in a
relationship for more than two
learn how to satisfy a woman,
you cock-sucker?) and although
my past relationship was still
wanted to make that commitment
with me, and i threw that
away so that i could go
coaster with you, the man who
offered me in some ways no
more than and in some ways even
could then after all this crap
throw me away like i am some
sort of piece of trash that was
disposal but needed to be removed
nonetheless. oh, and i just
keep thinking that it’s so ironic
more and all i could get was a
bunch of nothing and i hate you
but at least i know now that
that you don’t even know how to
use it, and that you have to live with
that. that you’re stuck with that.
use what you had
2/24/12 edit
but i keep wondering
why i gave up what i had
for you, to be with you
was fuck me over
and then put me out on
the line to dry
hell i went through
with the last guy, but at
least he wanted me,
to use what you had, but then
again, you’ve never been in a
relationship for more than two
months, how could you ever
learn how to satisfy someone
relationship was still
wanted to make that commitment
with me, and i threw that away
on this stupid roller-
coaster with you, the one who
offered me in some ways no more
than and in some ways even less
could then after all this crap
throw me away like i am some
sort of piece of trash that was
for the garbage disposal
but needed to be removed
nonetheless.
that it’s so ironic
for something more
and all i could get was a
bunch of nothing
and i hate you for never learning
how to use what you had.
more nothing,
and you have to live with that.
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