[the Writing of Kuypers][JanetKuypers.com][Bio][Poems][Prose]


After the wreckage

I can’t leave this funeral that never seems to end
I can’t leave this funeral that, in a way, never started
And all I know is that I have been doing all of the mourning

And is that the way it goes?
Is someone mourning for you for too long
And you, the deceased, didn’t know anyone would care
And you, the deceased, didn’t know they were dead
So

So was it just me
Do I feel this alone

Does your spirit rise after the wreckage
And you watch from above
And see how everyone reacts
And see how I cry
And see how I suffer

Is this what you’re doing to me?

And now, after the funeral,
And I have to clean up the room
And I have to put away the flowers
And I have to escort the people out
Because they don’t deserve to be here

I should know by now
It’s still me
It’s only me
Isn’t it?
Is that the way it goes?


Copyright Janet Kuypers.
All rights reserved. No material
may be reprinted without express permission.



the book Moving Performances the book Oeuvre the 2007 book Tick Tock, front cover the book Change/Rearrange the book etc. the 2007 cc&d v171.5 book Living in Chaos, with material from Janet Kuypers
The Chaotic Collection 5 Disc CD the CD Change/Rearrange the CD Questions in a World Without Answers the CD Tick Tock oh. the audio CD the CD the DMJ Art Connection Disc 1
Chaotic Radio Week #01 Chaotic Radio Week #04 Chaotic Radio Week #5

my hand to an anim of jkchair