grab the other’s neck
I don’t know where to start
I don’t know where all these feelings come from
I don’t know how to stop them
These feelings seem to come rushing up to me
And I don’t seem to have any control over them
And I hate myself for this
And I’m not supposed to be having these urges
And I hate myself for thinking that you may want me too
You know, I don’t know much of anything about you
And I guess you don’t know much about me
But I like what I know
Because in some respects you seem like me
Yes, I like what I know
That you work too much
And have too much drive
And you have a wild side
And you do your best to keep your wild side in check
And I still want to
Be able to straddle you
Take off your glasses
Mess up your hair
So you get strands falling around your eye
touching your cheek
And touching you
To remind you of me
And grab the hair at the back of your head
And cock your head back
Just so I can see your mouth starting to open
Because God, I want to see that
And it would make me know I’m right
And it makes me know that you want me too
And I’d let your hair go
And you would stare at me
And give me a look I just can’t explain
And can’t argue with
And have to submit to
And when I want this
I would wonder
Who would grab the other’s neck
For the kiss
I still don’t know who would make that move
Or who could make that move
So I’m begging you to start this cycle
I’m pleading you
I don’t want to be the only one with these fantasies
Tell these stories to me
Tell me you’ve thought these things too
Tell me you know that we’re both stuck
Because you know there’s nothing we can do
And I know this too
But I’d like to hear you say it
To validate my fantasies, in a way,
Because I’d love to hear you talk that way to me
I’m a sucker for that, you know
But tell me I’m not alone in this
So I’m begging you
I’m pleading you
Tell me I’m not insane for thinking about you
Tell me you have these fantasies too
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