True Happiness in the New MillenniumI aint never found peace upon the breast of a girlI aint never found peace with the religions of the world I aint never found peace at the bottom of a glass
Sometimes it seems the more I ask for the less I receive
Im here to usher in a whole new millennium
Im here to usher in a whole new millennium
well, you need a leader and Im stepping up to the plate
Im here to usher in a whole new millennium
Im here to usher in a whole new millennium
they say that Eve ate from the tree from knowledge
youre looking for peace in all the wrong places
Im here to usher in a whole new millennium
its time to make choices and its time to lay claim
take it in to your hands, people, mold your own tools
Im here to usher in a whole new millennium
Im here to tell you theres a new sensation |
werent even marriedyou jumped from an airplane onceand you promised that youd force me to go with you the next time you were always jumping out of airplanes, werent you
the ring im wearing
i bought the ring at a street fair
the ring isnt a complete circle
ive missed you, you know
i remember when you told me
but they were shot for money
when one of the stones fell out of my ring
and now i still wear the ring
ive missed you, you know
so with this ring, i remember
you jumped from an airplane once |
will be just fineJuly 6, 1998
theres a pot on my window sill
i could never take care
and i wonder what ive done
could I find you again |
almost the best partisnt that moment of expectationalmost the best part of it
when you think everything is over
and you think you shouldnt be doing this
well, that moment |
being godIm tired of dying for your sinsover and over again and why is it that I am the one thats doing the dying when you are the one thats doing the sinning I dont think youre learning your lesson
Im tired of taking this knife to my hands
Im tired of being humble when Im
Im tired of preaching to the converted
Im tired of coming to you and healing the sick
Im tired of giving the earth up to you
Im tired of being your salvation
Im tired of being your teacher, handing you
Im tired of wearing this crown of thorns
Im tired of being something for everybody |
Burning BuildingThis is what you dont allow me to say.These words I utter are a plea for help and you tell me you want to be the hand that pulls me from the burning building and every time I try to be rescued you turn your back and walk away
so I will rescue myself this time again
Why do you tell me one thing and do another?
I do not walk away unscathed. I never do.
If only there were no more burning buildings. |
CarpetThe apartment needs to be dusted. I can seesome cat hair, and the carpet doesnt soak it all in, even though it does a better job then those damn hardwood floors that Im so used to. Everyone seems to want hardwood floors in their home, but why? They are loud and look dirty quickly. And dust doesnt settle on them, so the air always has things floating in it. But carpet, carpet muffles the loud noises, it keeps your feet warm when you step out of bed on a cold winter morning, it makes things more pleasant. You have to vacuum it, true, but you dont need a mop. You have to be more careful that you dont spill things. But you shouldnt be spilling things in the first place, right? Well, anyway, I have to remember to dust this apartment. It should be perfect. You cant see the dust here, the carpet doesnt let all the dust get into the air but you have to make sure that you clean it more often. Is it worth the effort? I think it is. |
holding my handwhen were walking in stride together downthe street and our feet pump out the same rhythm and our shoulders are almost touching and our hands brush up against each other for one brief moment and he reaches over and takes my hand
when he slides his fingers around mine
it feels like when that candy is sliding
and I feel this feeling like never before |
Isnt it AmazingIsnt it amazing how much easier it is to destroy somethingthan to fight for it. Its amazing to see people throw away their lives day after day like a bag of trash taken to the corner for someone else to carry away. You can forget about the trash when someone gets rid of it for you. Now all you have to do is bring it to the corner and then wait for them to do their work.
Isnt it amazing how much easier it is to destroy something
Isnt it amazing how much easier it is to destroy something |
Let the War BeginMy silence is my only choice. My silenceis my weapon. As it is with you. As it is with all of us.
To go against all instinct and not fight.
This is the way I keep our sanity, but
You say this isnt what you want but
Nothing is pure when you destroy purity.
Ive lost my battles and now I need new |
looking for a worthy adversaryIve been looking for a worthy adversarysomeone I can lock horns with because although my life makes more sense when Im alone its not nearly as interesting
Ive been looking for a worthy adversary
Ive been looking for a worthy adversary
but all I was offering you
I didnt know how willing you were
Did you know youd need to come back for more?
well, I didnt know youd have
and did I know Id need to come back for more?
because as Ive been looking for a worthy adversary
until on my night off I saw your performance
and you know, I liked to see
and you know, Im beginning to wonder
it would be a masterful performance, you know
and now when I walk out on to the set
maybe theyd like our little play, maybe they wouldnt
because even though I came to you
and when you talk you reach your hand into my brain
and instead of filling me with terror
Ive been looking for a worthy adversary
Ive heard the words you say to me before
I had been looking for a worth adversary
now it seems I dont have to fight the battle alone
and now every day is Valentines Day I guess thats what the tree of knowledge does to you
so this is what has been going on in my mind
but now my performance of a lifetime is made
and as I wait for the reviews
because I know what you are going to say
because now its time
and now I wait for you to come on stage again |
Mixing Metaphorsa heart is supposed to mean romancebut the deep dark red suggests lust
the cupid suggests true love anew
love hits you like a ton of bricks
I keep hearing of all these conflicts
and Im mixing my metaphors now
throw love in with vodka and lime
an absolutely perfect martini, well
and mixing and drinking and trying
keep in the love but add just a splash of lust
suggests so much more than candy and flowers
to it, when you get all those metaphors
so many different things, well,
well, every ingredient is so necessary
tasting stuff that goes down so easy
in that perfect drink because everything
and everything suddenly means
even if its only a cheesey metaphor |
PantherIve been waiting here
the hunter
now I am the hunted
the blindfold
I hear you in the darkness
the fear is exciting its all I can think of
all I can do
my eyes are closed
and Im waiting |
present and pastIn such a short timeI have lost both my past and my future. Familiar memories that one looks back on and smiles from have vanished like the rolling waves of burning heat from death. And hope, hope is something one can have only when there is a chance for happiness. This is not me. Now I sit here, at this table, look at the plant with leaves dry and crumbling look at the dust settled and think: this is all there is. The present. Study the dying. Study the dust. And after this moment, tackle the next. |
what women wantdo you want to know the secret to understanding what women wantbecause I can tell it to you, its simple, really
all women want is for their lover to know what they need
oh, and yes, for you to do it, too, thats the other part of it
but you men, you cant do what they want even when they tell
which, you know, when they tell you, youve lost half the battle
its the least you could do to tell them you love them
they know youre not riding up on a white horse coming
but throw them this bone every once in a while, give them
theyre yelping under the table hoping you understand their pleas
because theyre starving over here, and it seems that only you
its simple, really: they need attention, they desperately need it
this is the key to understanding what women want, so please |
you wont miss herthere is nomyself anymore I had to kill her because you see, she wanted too much more than anyone could ever give and I got tired of seeing her writhing on the floor and I got tired of seeing the blood from everyone scratching at her and I got tired of seeing the bruises from when she was constantly kicked while she was down and I got tired of trying to clean her up over and over and I got tired of w1ping the tears from her face well my handkerchief is soaked with tears now and my shirt is soaked with her blood and neither one of us was feeling any better
she was begging,
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