by Janet Kuypers
the burningI take the final swig of vodkafeel it burn its way down my throat hiss at it scorching my tongue and reach for the bottle to pour myself another. I think of how my tonsils scream every time I let the alcohol rape me. Then I look down at my hands -- shaking -- holding the glass of poison -- and think of how these were the hands that should have pushed you away from me. But didnt. And I keep wondering why I took your hell, took your poison. I remember how you burned your way through me. You corrupted me from the inside out, and I kept coming back. I let you infect me, and now youve burned a hole through me. I hated it. Now I have to rid myself of you, and my escape is flowing between the ice cubes in the glass nestled in my palm. But I have to drink more. The burning doesnt last as long as you do.
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train tracks
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I Look At The Letters Again1991
I remember when you asked me
I look at the letters again.
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Morning Will Be Kind |
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